Monday, November 05, 2007

a bozo's creed

i believe in the most basic human upliftment. i believe that there is a force far more than a mortal mind can comprehend. i believe that tomorrow is another day, and that yesterday is gone forever. the only day that matters is today, the things you do today are what makes you who you are, and who you'll be. think of the consequences of your actions, the things you do will affect everyone else someway or another. i believe that the world is a series of domino effects, we don't live just for ourselves. i believe there's a line, and you have to fall in it. i believe in words i can't even pronounce, because the heart comprehends things beyond words. i believe that whatever comes around goes around, what goes up must come down it's not philosophical it's just the way it is. i believe that every dog has its day, and although i am not a pooch my day will come, it's not for me to know when but every atom in my mortal body tells me it's near. i believe that a smile goes a mile and a deed of kindness can circle the earth twelve times. if you smile at people they get this sort of good feeling about themselves, and even if your teeth is as bad as mine it really is better to smile. i believe that life is a field trip and not a marathon, that it's a hit or miss thing, it doesn't come with an owner's manual, you just have to try anything, if it fails you can try again till it works out well, but if it doesn't then try another. i believe that we should leap and hope that we'll fly, 'cause if we don't hope we'll just fall flat. we'll fall flat anyway but the faith we have that we'll fly makes us different from rocks. i believe that there's a child in all of us, and that we should nourish it for us to really live, because i also believe that living true and life in general is best seen through the eyes of a child. i believe that whatever bad you're going through will pass, and that behind every dark cloud there's a silver lining. i believe that you should believe in yourself, 'cause no matter what other people say the only genuine faith you'll have for yourself must come from you. and no one else knows how you feel, and how you should feel except you. i believe that looks can be deceiving, and that we really shouldn't judge a book by its cover. i believe that sometimes stupid things are genius. and that people shouldn't try to act so genius if they aren't, it's more stupid. i believe that if we think we can, then we can. it is true that the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. the only, and greatest enemy is yourself, so you should conquer it. the little voices inside you that says you can't is always wrong, so don't listen; or you could listen, but never ever believe that you can't.

i believe that you should drink at least eight glasses of water a day, it makes your skin healthy, and your insides clean. water does wonders, and it is always good. i believe that we shouldn’t play with fire, literally and figuratively ‘cause we’ll burn sooner or later—literally and figuratively. i believe that life goes on after everything tragic that happens to you, I believe that there are more tragic things that will happen than happy things. imagine if it were christmas everyday, it’ll just be agonizingly boring. i believe that if you believe hard enough then all your beliefs would be true, the brain is the most powerful muscle in the human body, if you just put your mind to it then it’ll just follow. so don’t think that you’re ugly or fat, trust me you are not that ugly and fat. i believe that we are all made of starstuff, i read it somewhere, which lead me to believe that i have some stuff in me that came from a supernova, and someday i’ll be one too.

i believe that there are three kinds of people, the evil, the good and the in-between. the evil ones and the good ones each constitute a percent of the whole population and 98 percent are the in-betweens, that’s why whatever we do is important because whatever our acts be adds up to the balance of the two opposing forces.

i believe that everything will come to an end, some good things never last, and this too shall pass. i believe that i’m in agony right now, but because of the aforementioned belief

i believe that i would laugh at this misery by the time i tell my grandchildren about it…

Friday, November 02, 2007

recently unemployed

after the recent all saint's day holiday i was greeted with the news that i am now unemployed!
hurray!!!!
yeah, i was being sarcastic with that hurray.
it sucks to be unemployed; and no i wasn't fired, for the record. the news came to me that the higher echelons decided to discontinue my team for no reason at all. these people are really unreadable...
and now i'm waiting for the third blow of badluck... first, my mother lost the recent baranggay elections, and also for the record she was not cheated. and she's not bitter about it, we're both unemployed now, sweet!
my partner gave me assurance that everything will be alright, i hope so. i really hope so, i was enjoying my work before this bad news came. who wouldn't enjoy working for a porn company, huh!
too bad i was one of the three guys they decided not to be absorbed by the other company, oh well...
now what do i do? i don't have a degree, i am not fit for any work and i have a lot of bills to pay, inconsiderate shits....
guess i just have to wait what destiny and fate would present at my feet, it really sucks!!!!
that is why i really hate christmas... aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!!!!