recently unemployed

after the recent all saint's day holiday i was greeted with the news that i am now unemployed!
hurray!!!!
yeah, i was being sarcastic with that hurray.
it sucks to be unemployed; and no i wasn't fired, for the record. the news came to me that the higher echelons decided to discontinue my team for no reason at all. these people are really unreadable...
and now i'm waiting for the third blow of badluck... first, my mother lost the recent baranggay elections, and also for the record she was not cheated. and she's not bitter about it, we're both unemployed now, sweet!
my partner gave me assurance that everything will be alright, i hope so. i really hope so, i was enjoying my work before this bad news came. who wouldn't enjoy working for a porn company, huh!
too bad i was one of the three guys they decided not to be absorbed by the other company, oh well...
now what do i do? i don't have a degree, i am not fit for any work and i have a lot of bills to pay, inconsiderate shits....
guess i just have to wait what destiny and fate would present at my feet, it really sucks!!!!
that is why i really hate christmas... aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!!!!